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Every morning

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I force my self to wake and I cheat on her and I tell her it is O.K.


I keep lying

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to her by saying that I changed ,today is a better day and yesterday had passed away.


Every night

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I force my self to sleep and I tell her that she is gonna have sweet dreams.


But it is all

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lying because I spend my whole night while I can't even close my eyes.


I spend my whole

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day having that feeling of being so confused ,of being so lost in a middle of a dark long road.


I have nothing

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to decide or even to talk about i'm sick of being silent all the time.


I'm feeling so

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empty deep inside .every thing is the same nothing changes and no body cares.

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So do you

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still insist that I live a happy life because that is my life.