forgive my heart

Forgive my eyes

If one day they turned away from you or cried once infront of you even if they didn't mean to.

Forgive my smile

If one day she escaped and didn't stay even if her being shy was the reason why.

Forgive my soul

because she didn't listen to you and surrendered to grief which is ended by giving up on her dream.

Forgive my fingures

If they ever wrote a word without seeing you or a thought without thinking about you.

Forgive my heart

If one day he adoubted your love.

Forgive my hands

If they forgot to call to check on you even if they had an excuse.

Forgive my ears

If they missed one thing you said or didn't hear you well.

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forgive my tongue

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If one day he said some thing not appropriate to you or if he refused to talk in a time you needed him to

I'm gonna kill that love

I'm gonna kill that love who lives in the soul and the heart.


With this love i used to sit and regret every day i spent in this relationship.


So i will prevent my senses of feeling and
my eyes of seeing.


I will prevent my heart of beating and
my mind of dreaming.


I will prevent my soul of screaming and
my voice of weaping.


You my hands i'm telling you to stop writing to him and stop lying to your self.


Letting go of your writing and giving up on your pencil it is all i'm asking.

I'm gonna kill that love to get my self out of that world of a fancy to the reality.


I'm gonna kill that love and bury it as it never existed.

depression

I didn't know what to choose or in which direction i should go .I was just some one who lost his home.


But by coming back to you* GOD* and asking you to help i got back my self


At this time i wanted to scream and cry.
i wanted to talk or even to die.


It was some kind of a deppression
I wasn't capable of making a decision.


In my entire life i didn't go through any thing like that where there was


no light to see or no air to breathe It was so hard on me,thanks GOD finally i'm relieved.