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Thursday, August 28, 2008

my soul is so sad away from u




















Why can't you see what you are doing to me?.


your love is the only thing inside me that love who is taking me from me .


Why my lips can't smile to any one but you and
my soul is so sad away from you .


My tongue refuses to tell my words because of you and not even to the moon



who is becoming so jealous of you.because we used to be friends before i know you.


I know that there is no words enough for you and even if there is it won't be enough to tell you how much i love you.

Sunday, August 24, 2008

my love bird


Where are you?

i'm so worry about you.I'm imaging my self talking to you

telling you

that you are the best friend i have ever got,
you are the soul of my heart.

My love bird

go and tell him that (away from him nothing comes to an end).
Tell him that every thing looks further and even much harder.

Tell him

that i remember him when he he used to listen to me before even i tell him what is wrong with me.

Tell him

it is okay it is alright that i got something he wouldn't mind and he will know what i'm talking about it.

Thursday, August 21, 2008

what is fake and what is true
















Your love made me crazy i don't know who iam any more.


Because of you i cant recognize what is fake and what is true.



You are the pulse in my heart you are running in my blood.


In the journey of my life you had been the hope and the guide at the same time.



If i have any reason to live for ,it would be you.


The 1st i saw you i found my soul with you.


One of my friends asked me about you so i opened my heart i told him ( do you see ?that is her home).

Sunday, August 17, 2008

i hate you























I hate you(night)


because at first you are recieving me with your arms and you even call the moon for me and then
you surrender leaving me to the sun light which is hard on me.


I hate you (silence)


because you are making my words running from me when i need them to stand up for me.


I hate you (travelling)


because you are taking every thing i love away from me .


I hate you(dream)


because you are a fancy and with you i do what i can't do in the reality .


I hate you (pain)


i suffer because of you and you made me knew how weak iam infront of you .

my certificate of death

Sorry my heart

I'm gonna get you out of my chest writing my certificate of death.

Sorry my heart

I'm gonna take you to him to let him see how much you had been hurt.Let him see your bleeding and hear your screaming.

Sorry my heart

Day after day i couldn't close my eyes because of your crying.

Sorry my heart

I'm sick because of you because it is enough for you to have him in you letting him messing all around with your veins and arteries.

Sorry my lungs

but your heart refuses to give you blood.

Sorry my heart

I told you to stop but you could not but i made my mind up ,
now it is your time to leave saying goodbye to me .

Thursday, August 14, 2008

i miss u when i'm with u

















Imiss u when i'm with you so what i'm gonna do away from you.


I looked all over for you even at the surface of the moon and deep in my heart i found you.


You are the one who found my heart keys and you are the only thing deep inside me.


With your love i learned to live and forgive.
With you i saw love with its wide seas and i finally knew what it means.


From me you took the grief and the impossible dream that what you gave me.

Monday, August 11, 2008

u are every thing in my life















You are every thing in my life .
You are the innocence of my eyes.

You are the reason of the mind and

my whispering at night.


You are my flowers in the spring.
in the summer you are my wind.

When it is getting too cold you are
the sun and the warm

I can see it in your eyes (your believing in me and how proud you are of me).


(Your work is you, nothing more)these words are yours

and they taught me the way to try,the way to fight and how to stay away from hiding and running.

Your love taught me how to be happy and a live taking the advantage of every day of my life.

Saturday, August 09, 2008

stop hurting both of us


















Please my heart stop stop hurting both of us.


Your tears are hurting me.

Your screams are fires burnning me.


Do what all you can do, bury these memories inside of you. i know it is not easy for you.


Tell these words to my eyes .tell them to stop crying.


And to my lips ask them to go looking for what they lost before and get back the smile of yours .


And to my mind tell him to stop thinking and look around for awhile trying to be positive once in his life.


My hands tell them to pick up their camera and start taking photos photos for the trees ,for the birds , for the sea.


For the true smile of the innocent child.


Take photos for the sky ,for the stars .take photos for the moon and the light ,for the morning and the sunshine .

Thursday, August 07, 2008

he refuses talking to me




















When he was crying she was holding him in her arms.

They were dancing and what all around was just candl's light.

He was just walking slowly between the lines
and if he wanted to cross she was would be his guide.

She is my paper, she was apart of me but now she left me because she lost her contact with me.


He is my pencil and he the one that i had to leave because he can't recognize me ,he refuses talking to me.

For them i became some thing strange.

They said that i lost my self and there is nothing they can do about it.

Wednesday, August 06, 2008

the secret of my life


















Me and my self finally met together and talked to each other.


It took me so much time to realize but it had been the secret of my life.


I always used to run from me, my self ,from every body else.



For me it was much easier to deny it or even to lie about it.


His heart was so in love with me his eyes told me.
I prtended hating him i was so good at hiding it.


.My heart had been broken , had been hurt
My heart is not the one to blame. he is so scared to be hurt again


because if this happen again he will be dead no way.

Monday, August 04, 2008

i can't live



















Ican't live without breathing the air you breathe
without reading the books you read.


You are in my life for days ,months or even years.
You are inside me.


You are apart of me , you are belonging to me.
Away from you the second is a year.


When i'm with you the people round hear my heart beats.
I hate time because it takes you from me.



For me you are something deep(something) no one can imagine or even talk about.


Sunday, August 03, 2008

the real friend




















the real friend who loves you more than you do
who comes to you and feels you without having aclue

whose tears comes even before yours
he is the one that u know for sure that he is


always be there for you crossing all the distances and spaces between both of you

.when you find this one hold him tight because the good person is hard to find he is arare of kind.

Saturday, August 02, 2008

a new night comes















The moon appears and the sun disappearand a new night comes and i sit with my self.


talking to it about your love (the love)who caused a big harm to my heart.


I told you before a as long as you push me you are gonna lose me and you already lost me.



I'm trying to force my self to forget you and get over it
until now i failed but i'm gonna keep trying until i forget.


Oh GOD it would be much easier for me to take a poison than to be in love with some one like you.



You never loved me or even felt me you was just pretending loving me.


You are never ever gonna hurt me again but u can say that u made even much stronger than i used to be.


today i lost your love
















If today i lost your love.
If today i broke your heart.


But just remember you are the one who throw my love.
You are the one who broke my heart.


So leave and don't ask me what i'm gonna do without u because i don't know ,i don't even have a clue.


My heart is not a store of yours to sell and buy any time you want
just leave me and go because i'm not me any more.


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