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Thursday, November 20, 2008

would you please help me?





















Something is wrong I feel i'm totally lost so please my time would you stop for a while?


Do you know what I'm gonna do?


To the sea I will go and then I will take a boat and to him I will talk may be he would know what is bothering my soul



And you my road take me with you as far as you can go and promise that you won't let me a lone



Do you know what !at the sky i'm gonna look and then I will make a wish hoping that my lovely star will do it




The sea keeps whispering in my ears and the road is telling me what he thinks is the best for me



My road and my sea thanks for talking to me but now I believe that all I need is just a journey deep down me so would you please help me?

Monday, November 17, 2008

over the sand



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Over the sand I will draw a heart so please my sea wave stay away and you my wind don't you dare



At this tree I will write the 1st letters of you and me so please my lovely tree keep them for me



I'm gonna ask the sky not to rain and over the clouds i will write your name



And you my beautiful sun i'm gonna ask you to come



And you my air travel away and to me come back again and all the time you whisper his name
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And you my love bird sing our song I wanna hear the music all along


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Sorry my moon i'm gonna forget you so please don't be mad because it is him all I need right now

sorry my eyes



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Sorry my eyes because you had to watch your love dying


I know that his lies to you really hurt you but remember that deep down you u knew that he was


playing games with you and even my heart beat you refused to believe



Ask the moon to stop crying and tell him that you are trying



I'm gonna take you in a ride to see all the birds flying taking thousands of miles leaving every thing behind



I want you to convince my mind that every thing he sees doesn't have to be real and there is something called decieve



I'm gonna ask the sun to come around for a while may be you will be reliefed when you see the light



I want you to know that what happened is not the end of the road consider or



what happened is a lesson to you and i promise i will be there for you

Thursday, November 13, 2008

I remember you

I remember

the time I decided to give up on my dream because I was so tired and I didn't have the power to complete.



I remember

you holding my hand helping me to stand ,making me so determined to start all over again.



I remember

you talking to me making me realize how strong I can be just with believing in me.


I remember

you being the hope and the guide at this period of my life.


I remember

all these things you have done trying to wake me up. and


I remember

also how hard it was because I was some one who lost the hope some one who couldn't see the end of his road.


I remember

that you knew that I needed you without even me telling you.


Your are

so sweet ,you are an angel GOD sent you for me. You are giving me the



ideal thought


about how the friend should be. So please don't go away from me because you and me making


the best team.


Saturday, November 08, 2008

My days finally decided














My tongue can't find the right words and my heart is beating so strong.



The sky is so bright there is no walls taking my light and the world is so quite.
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All my eyes can see is the dancing of the birds and the trees , even the sea I can see him watching me.
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My nose keeps smell that perfume and I'm so confused I don't know what to choose.
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the red or the white rose and I keep hearing that song of that happy sweet little girl.
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All the sadness disappeared and my smile finally decided to stay with me.
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They wanna know what is happening to me they all envy me.

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All I can say that my soul is so delighted and my days finally decided that it was enough and it is my time for making up.

Saturday, November 01, 2008

crazy moments

I keep remember
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all the sad and the crazy moments I had.I can't keep them away from my mind I remember them every night.


Some times
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I blame my spirit which is buried and died and the only reason of its dying it is you my mind.


And other times
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I blame the circumstances who made me surrender to grief making every dream something impossible to be real.


Every night
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I go to sleep hoping not wake again and move to a better place. I hate the light and the dawn
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I don't wanna
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see them any more because they reminding me of what I was and how great is my loss.


I don't know
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if there is any words enough to tell how sad I had been since I got through this
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After I lost
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almost every thing starting with my self.I don't know if I have any thing
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left makeing me staying on this earth.

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