i'm in so much pain

I hated my self so much.
I hated my life enough.


I wanna scream saying it is not fair what is happenning to me why
me ?I feel my self in a shock she doesn't accept it she doesn't even wanna talk about it.


I smile while my eyes are full of tears.
Tears hurting and makes me burning.


I feel like someone brought a knife and put it in my heart.
It hurts i'm in so much pain.


Right now i feel like i wanna disappear.
I don't wanna live i hate my self.

I'm running from my self i don't wanna think about it.

I wish if i can forget.