crazy moments

I keep remember

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all the sad and the crazy moments I had.I can't keep them away from my mind I remember them every night.


Some times

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I blame my spirit which is buried and died and the only reason of its dying it is you my mind.


And other times

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I blame the circumstances who made me surrender to grief making every dream something impossible to be real.


Every night

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I go to sleep hoping not wake again and move to a better place. I hate the light and the dawn

.

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I don't wanna

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see them any more because they reminding me of what I was and how great is my loss.


I don't know

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if there is any words enough to tell how sad I had been since I got through this

.

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After I lost

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almost every thing starting with my self.I don't know if I have any thing

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left makeing me staying on this earth.