i need to sleep

i need to get some sleep

i need to close my eyes to

get some rest and peace

i stay wake my whole night and my eyes are closed

i wake up in the morning to find my tears next

to me as they telling me u didn't sleep

i don't know why is this happenning to me. is it as iam afraid of having dreams and nightmares

i hate dreams because they are no thing but alie for me

i hate nightmares because they make me realize that i hate my life

they are reminding me of things things i don't wanna remember

ineed to sleep even for one night in rest and peace with no dreams