sadness

all i can see these days is seas of sadness and darkness day after day it becomes even more so i can't take it any more

i keep telling me that it is gonna be ok but deep in my heart i know that it is just abig lie ,big lie every body around believe except me

but how can i ??i feel so homeless i know that i have house but it is not what i'm looking for

i wanna ahome ,home is (aplace to feel safe and happy and nothing ever makes you worried

with all friends around i miss this feeling so much.these days i talk to no body because of them i act this way no body gets me

,or at least try to get me

i wanna know what happened ?what had been changed ?why they act this way

why no body believes in destiny and they every thing for them selves