Do u have this one?

Do you have this one that you always tell him that he is a friend of yours and nothing can take


him from you.I know that is may be a true but I need a prove so I'm gonna ask you.


I know that every body has a secret deep down that he never talks about so the question is are you ready



to share it with him ?letting him get inside you and see the real of you knowing all about you.


Even if you did how do you know that he is not gonna judge you like any body else you know?


I'm so cofused and I know that I made you too i'm sorry but I still need an answer from you for the question I asked you.

the court of love

I'm gonna sued you

in the court of love because you stole my heart ?Here Iam in the court talking to you judge.

So Please listen to me and promise me to get back my heart.

I really don't know how can I live a life with no time because he is my whole time

How I suppose to

look at the sky and she is having no light .
How can I forget the one who taught me how to be a live

my judge he is the only

I have ever loved so I suppose to let go of my heart.He is the only friend I ever got so I suppose to trust no one.

Please my judge

don't tell me to give up or to forget his love because deep in my

heart i'm sure that walking away from him wouldn't be the right thing.

Because up there

in his heart there always have been a place for me even if he walked away from me.

If you gonna ask him any thing ask his heart to beat for my love and thanks my judge.

no thing changes

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Every morning

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I force my self to wake and I cheat on her and I tell her it is O.K.


I keep lying

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to her by saying that I changed ,today is a better day and yesterday had passed away.


Every night

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I force my self to sleep and I tell her that she is gonna have sweet dreams.


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lying because I spend my whole night while I can't even close my eyes.


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I have nothing

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to decide or even to talk about i'm sick of being silent all the time.


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still insist that I live a happy life because that is my life.

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Do you want me to tell you about yesterday and the reason why I looked this way?.

you didn't know what is with me so thanks GOD that you didn't judge me.

I found every body accusing me they were looking at me as I'm an evil thing moving on this earth.

Do you know the feeling of hoping to be died wishing absolutely nothing from your miserable life.

Please don't be mad at me yesterday that was me but today it's a new day so I'm gonna start all over again.

From now on I'm gonna do what ever I want caring about no one.

I'm gonna fight all the sadness and the tears because they are the only thing they gave me.

So no more wasting of times about asking and wondering I'm considering it as my chance to be a new one.

Do you know

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Do you know

how much time I spent thinking about you

Do you know

how much I hate being far from you

Do you know

that the word(I love you )is much less than the feeling I'm having for you

Do you know

what happened the first I saw you do you know that I got back my soul

Do you know

that I Looked at the moon and I found him so happy for seeing me with you

Do you know

that my lips smiling at you and my eyes looking at you without even asking me to

Do you know

that you are the one who is catching my tears and and making them disappear

Do you know

that the best thing between you and me that I know you and you know me

Do you know

that your influence in my life just like the darkness when it is beaten by light

look at this sweet little girl

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What is with you the silence is all over you as it is with you against all the people around you.


Your eyes are so confused they don't know what to do.
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They are saying a lot but you asked them to stop and not to say even a ward


Why you are acting as you made with sadness a loyalty contract and you are seeing grief as an ordinary thing.

. Why you lost the desire of having a life?.Why are you depriving your self of her rights?.

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Look at this sweet little girl may be you would learn something.

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Why you are doing this all I'm asking you is to change.


The world is not that forest you keep telling me about you just imaging its existence around.




Look at the sky may be you will find my lovely star every time I was so sad I looked at her and she got my smile back.


Don't you miss the old of you? .Don't you wanna be the way you used to?.
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Please think about the things i'm telling you.

Tomorrow is a new start

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Tomorrow is the a new start for me so my fate what are you hiding for me

And you my days are you gonna make it up for me or for the 2nd timeyou are gonna hurt me?


This last year was a nightmare for me all my dreams got vanished and disappeard.


I don't want to regret or to feel sorry for my self that is why I keep reminding my self


that I have a long road to go and a big dream to make true even if I failed before.


Sorry my heart but please don't be mad at me because I decided to forget you for a while.

Because it is you who is gonna make me lose this time.

And you mind you are the one I need beside me because with you nothing stops me.

I wanna know why

I had been hurt and my heart is so sad and there no way to fix it or to get it back.


I hated him when he talked to me like that so i'm not gonna call him back.


I wanna know why he did this to me inspite he knew that was gonna hurt me.


I was talking to him about my dream the only wish I have ever had the only thing I needed so bad.


He just didn't care and it is not just that he made a fool of who Iam


I spent a lot of time trying so hard to find an excuse for him and the reason why for acting like he did.


But I just couldn't find it. I won't be able to forgive him for insulting me like this .